train+ride

im standing behind the tracks, waiting for you right now my tickets in my hand the winds trying to steal my way home. it's slipping through my fingers

arent you trying to find me i need someone to take me home.

its this damn cold night trying to figure out this life. cant you,take me by the hand take me somewhere new.

its here. a mands screeching last call you're still not here. no where to be found i look to my left. no one. i look to my right no one.

i sigh walk onto the metal platform get on every seats filled with sleepless ghosts waiting to get out of here. but i am just waiting to go home to you if youre home that is.

i see a boy black hurley sweatshirt hood up eyes covered all that is visible are his hands they look like ice white knuckles look parched of life.

i sat down. contemplated wrapping my warmth so he could get a rush of heat. but they arent your hands

it feels like we've been moving for years when really its only been a couple of minutes

i need you here to keep me patient you know how i can be all this sitting, i cant take it

i look over to that boy still no sign of his face even moment

i grabbed his hands i know i shouldnt have i dont even know if he's cute who he is nothing but i still had the urge to feel how cold he really is.

there was a second of hesitation but the warmth of my hands brought him back into my shield the tenseness of his muscles inched farther and farther away from his fingers, knuckles, and hands by the second.

no noise came out of us only the feeling of our hands is all that anyone could see no names were acknowledged just body heat,

but i wanted to his face my curiosity was boiling i needed to see the face of the boy who shared my body heat

i reached over grabbed the back of the hood yanked it down.

it cant be , its you.

but you werent out in the cold you werent behind everyone waiting for that yellow slip how did you get me to sit right next to you.. next to the exit.

(boys voice ) i know you wait outside till theres that last moment to get onto the train so i sat inside waiting i know you love being close to the exit as if there was only a one way out. so i sat here. i know that you hate sitting next to someone and making awkward eye contact so i hid my eyes under my hood.

i know your likes dislikes i know you