square+one

i cant stand this reading re-reading everything we've ever sent. every word, every sentence pages that we once spilled out are spilling onto my lap.

i'm at square one.

i thought i erased you, well i had to, you erased me first.

what else could i have done i had to move on somehow

im on the edge of square one.

but now i am just not sure. today,right now, you're back in my life this changes everything i've been trying to abolish this whole year.

i'm taking my first baby step.

i tried. to keep you to keep us intact but time was ticking telling me to let go.

you can decide to stop the clock and go back to the flash backs. but my clock will keep moving forward.

off of square one. off to the next one.