What+Happened

I lay here pondering once again about my past. I’m here thinking of what happened and of what we did. It haunts me now. Just fuck off will you…

I started thinking of the one I love and who loves me. I think of how she’s different and how she sings to me in a way you never thought to think of. I think of all the wonderful times that I will have with her and how even though You and I imagined it, It would never happen with you.

I drifted off into a dream… All is perfect with my love as the sweet sounds of Heaven come down as the songs of birds and the crash of waves, and silk skin is brushed upon by soft smooth lips. We embrace. We share a tender kiss. And the moment goes on forever.

Then I wake up from my dream to a memory and there you are… You’ve done it again. You’re here to haunt me once more.

GO DIE!! And drown this memory in your blood! When the time comes I’ll have to live up to this memory knowing that I may lose my love in telling her what happened and what you persuaded me to give you……